o_o

warning side effects include drozziness.

me: pffttt~ nothing to worry about *pops 2 pills*


oOO!oO WHOAAA woooOOOEEEE *lowers eye lids* *opens themU* OoowOWO! JOJOJO~ kKK...............*snoooreee*...................*twitch* O_O...........oh shit.

even now im finding it extremely hard to type. man..these past three days have been bad for me, physically - wat the hell is wrong wid my body!"!? it's as if someone's put a curse on me!

dammmmmmmmmmmitt!

huh

*eye lids lower* i feel so weak! so vunerable! i feel like whining my head off (sorta like yesterday) i feel bitchy, moody, and mad at everyone! im insulted by the smallest things and this morning a consumed dirty yellow water from the tap!

DAMMMIT!

i feel stupid and like my intellegience is being challanged - or not even, completely pushed aside! ignored! rejected!

and suddenly, after stretching. i dont care.

*forces eye lids open*

now i feel angered and annoyed! rawr!

and now im just gonna enter in this post cuz everything feels pointless and troublesome!


rawr........


k this is an edit post...since i dun wanna start a new one and therefore end up hafin the one before it totally ignored!

seems like blog isnt as active as before.

idunno wat im wanting to say...maybe i wanna say...i wanna rip out my soul, i wanna throw it in front of me and stare at it. for a good long time. then i wanna hug it and absord myself into it. i wanna see the deepest parts of my heart. i wanna help make it's dreams come true.

but why are they always shattered!? where? where will i go! how will....i fair...u can always start now. every moment that passes is an opportunity.

who wants to hear about blue an outcast from the home she created with her late best friend, tory, a name often muttered in the home she was kicked out from? about Aisling, a boy wound up in the middle of a intergalactic war? about cameo and faolan, two boys trying to save their kingdom from an evil necromancer's grip? about...plenty others, whom i had forgotten the names of....one a girl striving to overcome the gift of fire, that many see as a curse, about a middle-aged man with the eyes of someone who's lived far to long, about a group of random strangers who'd wound up being chosen to guard the 10 gates of living passage, about a little boy who's gift is also a curse, about two girls trying to save their homeland from complete invasion


and the list goes on. but now..i gotta go.

= P


cya all! =D